Wednesday, August 30, 2006

"SAY I"

Boosted this one from wun_knight who boosted this from Nsane who got it from Teej...and I am late...

I am not: anyone I know. And sometimes I think that's a bad thing

I hurt: just like everyone else, if not more.

I think: all the time! Maybe too much...

I hate: liars, shallow and selfish people

I cry: when I am truly hurt or truly pissed off....

I care: about everyone (maybe that's part of my problem...I end up caring for everyone else and leave nothing for myself) especially kids and older people....

I feel alone: often. Its just me...but you know what I am lonely, but never alone...

I listen: all types of music! I LOVE music!!!

I hide: clothes from myself...naw I just can't find nothing...

I drive: better at night and when I got some good music in the CD player

I sing: in the truck...

I dance: my butt off...and I love it!

I write: to get things out that stay locked in, to help me deal with the process of me thinking too much

I breathe: life...

I miss: my Grand daddy...(RIP) My mother and father when I can't get to see them...

I say: God is in Control of MY life, and its going to be what its going to be, no sense in stressing over it...

I feel: a emptiness and sadness at the same time I feel relieved and whole

I succeed: as much as possible

I fail: to plan sometimes....

I dream: EVERY DAY...of having it all, the career, the husband, the kids, and a dog...but I have to go back to "I say"

I sleep: as much as I can

I wonder: why falling in love isn't as hard as staying in it. When racism will really no longer exist...

I want: wisdom, courage and strength...

I worry: about my family & my friends

I give: of myself...

I fight: if I have to, I will, but man I am too old for that mess

I wait: like a little kid...I can't stand to wait

I stay: to myself...

I am: ME...complex, complicated, loving, mean, understanding, not understanding, appreciative, laid back/chill, life of the party...I am all of this and so much more...

4 comments:

Teej said...

"I say: God is in Control of MY life, and its going to be what its going to be, no sense and stressing over it..."

I love that!

Kep said...

"I write: to get things out that stay locked in, to help me deal with the process of me thinking too much"

Young, we are here for real sometimes! Most of the time actually. That's the reason and relief I found in blogs. Especially going through the period that I was. All these opinions, no one to tell them to. . . I mean I could rap session with my boys, but when it comes to venting. . . just not good at that.

But yeah, we're here on a LOT of stuff. Not just this, but in general it's like you're taking the words out of my mind sometimes, homie! I guess we complex people gotta stick together. :-) Great minds think alike!

All that said, there's nothing wrong with being the one who's getting support sometimes. You got the number.

Peace,
Kep.

j.a.c. said...

did you mean you are alone but never lonley?

T.C. said...

No, I meant lonely...like I get lonely sometimes...but I know that I am never alone because GOD is always with me...maybe it should be the other way...but that's how I think of it