I AM my hair! WHY???!!!!

So here is the deal...I don't really like hair NEVER HAVE....I cut my hair around graduation and now its in this little funky stage....and I don't like it!

To be honest if I could just cut my hair totally and completely off and just rock it like this I totally would....


NOW I would NOT have the painted on curls but I would rock this seriously!

But I can't my father would absolutely DIE if I did this...he would so think I was confused or he may actually think that I am trying to be mean to him...being the ONLY girl anything that I do or do NOT do that has to deal with MY Femininity...my father takes personal...(I am thinking that I may need to write a blog about our crazy, YET LOVING, relationship...)so me cutting my hair totally OFF would cause him, my brothers, and even my mother to have a total fit....

ITS REALLY NOT worth the HEADACHE...AND I am being dramatic as usual but still.....THEN what if I really don't like it...it would probably take YEARS for my hair to grow back....

I don't want braids right now, maybe I will get a weave and look like this:



Ok Ok...I am NOT Delusional I KNOW I am NO Be...and I wouldn't color my hair...but the style in general people....

I don't know what I am going to do guys....my birthday is Thursday and my hair is a complete MESS a HOT MESS so something has got to give for my hair appointment tomorrow...really it does....I can't take it...I really can't...

Side Note: Yes...HAIR is a serious issue for women..I can't wait to get my hair done tomorrow I am just OFF because my hair isn't done...I can't take it