Tuesday, June 10, 2008

blessed!!!!

so if you have been reading this blog for a while you know that in 2006 i had surgery for ovarian cyst, it was the size of a lemon (on the left) and two clear cysts on the right burst...and it was more complicated than initially thought...

the cysts returned again in late 2007...and in January test showed that it was the size of let's say a small bouncy ball...so i have been having pain and different complications on and off...

this morning i went again for more test...i wouldn't say that i was pessimistic but i wasn't necessarily optimistic at all either...but none the less because of the pain i knew that it was something that i needed to face...so i went in and just took it, took it like a big gurl shoul...LOL...and i am totally happy to report that the cyst is NOT the same size OR shape as it was 6 months ago! its now the size of a marble if you will...


YES JEHOVAH GOD IS GREAT!

i must admit that it has been a stressor for me...wondering if i will have to endure another surgery wondering if i will ever be a mother...wondering, just wondering...in december of 2006 i was told that i definitely needed to try to have children as soon as possible, well its a year and a half later and who knows when that will happen, definitely looks like it will be later than sooner...but i do KNOW that GOD is on the job and truly works things out...

i am floating on cloud nine, i told my parents, i told him, everyone is so happy today! its truly a blessing it really really is....

so when you get to feeling down and you start to think about how hard life is, like how hot it is outside, or how rough or tough your job is, think about the fact that you have the option to go inside and stay cool in the AC, think about the fact that you are fortunate to even have a job...when the kids or your significant other are just irking your last nerve, think about all the people that will never know the joys of parenthood, think about the people who will NEVER know true unconditional agape love...

we have a lot to be thankful for, we just gotta remain faithful and focused because GOD WILL work it out...i learned that lesson today or shall i say HE reaffirmed that lesson for me...

9 comments:

Torrance Stephens bka All-Mi-T said...

greatness is an understatement

Trapped-n-my-Thoughts said...

THis is GREAT news Tiff!!!!

Monique said...

Praise God! That's great news!

It is What It Is... said...

Awesome News! God is Great! ALL things are possible Tiffy!

PreciousGem-Refinement in Progress said...

Girl don't make me cry and shout at the same time. Suddenly all my "problems" seem so small. God is so great and faithful!!!

j.a.c. said...

YAAAAYYYY!!!! That's so good!!!

T.C. said...

@all-mi-t-you ain't never lied, we can never fully express how wonderful, awesome...GOD truly is!

@trapped-thanks!

@itiswhatitis-thanks for always being there!

@precious-life is just that precious! we all get caught up in our own stuff...don't feel bad for feeling bad, just know that everyone has their own pain, and try to remember that it could always be worse

@jac-yes it GREAT!

MysTery said...

(hug) I am glad to hear that!!

Yes, we all need to be more grateful. :)

Blu Jewel said...

I'm so late on this, but I'm happy to hear that all is well. After reading my post on breast cancer, you know i'm sensitive to these issues.

Praise God and I pray for your continued good health.

Love!