Tuesday, August 31, 2010

doooodoooodooooo....repost of sorts

happy feelings in the air, touchin people everywhere, plenty love and everything, listen to the people sing....

I'VE GOT MYSELF TO REMIND ME OF LOVE

got my mind and my heart...i believe in a love...and these happy feelings, feel that happy feelings...

I WISH YOU HAPPY FEELINGS

so i have posted this song before, and like everything it shuffles through on my ipod i get totally happy!

Maze has the soundtrack to my life

and when i say i am truly got Happy FEELINGS right now...

I am hitting on ALL cylinders...

i am motivated unlike i have been i'll say in a couple years....the last time i was hitting on things like this i was in graduate school for the first time

maybe i feel like this because i have been accepted in and will be returning to graduate school this fall for my second degree a MS in cyber security policy...

did i just share that with the world and i haven't even told anyone outside of my parents, besties and brothers (and only 2 of them know)...

i don't even want to "talk" about it, i just want to DO it...and for no one else other than myself because its been 4 years since i got my first degree i feel like i am missing out on academia and what's to be learned, discussed, read, written...and if i am ever to go back to get my PhD i need this to get my chops wet again

kiamsha is off to a GREAT start as well...i am motivated and just ready to do it

last two years have been with a lot of major changes and adjustments but i made it and i am HAPPY and BLESSED

not lonely not sad not nothing other than...cool to be in my own skin

maybe that comes with 30

even with this wedding coming up, i know i weigh more than before, but so does he and i could care less...because TC rocks it no matter what...funny thing is people always say little things like
"well why don't you get a trainer" YOU get one...i am fat and happy...LOL

ok ok ok...i know i need to lose weight for health reasons...but i will not be a 8, hell i'll be cool with a 10 or 12 but that's me...

you know what...here it is i am in love with me...you know how you think you are in love with you, but you aren't really real with you so you think you are in love but you really aren't...

no, this time i am IN love with me...i know my flaws, i am working on them and i am ok with me because i know i am growing every single day

i had a good year review as well, my promotion package went in, cross your fingers...

like the girl is just working it out...and is going to keep her head up because in the end if i don't exude the positive in my life who will?

exactly my point...

HAPPY FEELINGS PEOPLE

2 comments:

B-More BAP said...

Happy Feelings everywhere - I dig Sis! Blog looks lovely!! Stop by my spot sometime.

Michyle said...

I am so-ooo happy for you.