Monday, May 04, 2009

randomness

people aren't as bad as we try to make them out to be...
we just have to make sure that we are being kind more ourselves...
i have been told i don't smile, but then i have been asked on more than one occasion if i was from the DMV area because "most DMV girl got an attitude problem...you naturally come off cool"

that's a nice sentiment...i want to start smiling more...that makes me feel better smiling...

i like watching people...
its funny how many times a day i catch a man watching a woman's backside...
CLEARLY the saying that "men are visual" is very true...

sometimes the people you think are the closest and nearest to you, really aren't...it can be that random person that you are "cool with" that can make a difference

when people say different people/friends serve different purposes in your life...SO TRUE!
not everyone you can "hang" with and not everyone you can tell your deep dark secrets either..

life and love NEVER happen the way that you personally expect it to so you should just have faith and watch whatever happens happens...

my ex's seem to be moving on...dude i dated senior year is getting married, my college sweetie is expecting his first child...

admittedly i had a brief moment this morning where i let a minor thought run through my mind about it and almost wanted to be like what's wrong with me...but that lasted all of a half a second...i quickly reminded myself that GOD is still working on me and that the man for me will come when he see's fit...

PLUS imma just be honest i really don't need to be in a relationship right now...i don't have time, i don't have time for anyone other than me and family and friends...i have determined that i have a lot to do for myself so i am focusing on that...

you never realize how BIG or small you got until someone comments about how good you look NOW...its a good feeling though...

loving yourself is the key to finding the love for you...you can't love someone until you fully love you...

men will look at you and not say anything...i guess i need to work on that smiling thing and then maybe they'll say something...

i so don't know how to "make eye contact" or flirt...but i don't think i am supposed to though...LOL

anyways that's it for now...

2 comments:

j.a.c. said...

this was light and airy. loved it. i feel a lot of your sentiments. especially the i'm-not-ready part. i wrote a journal entry last night on the same thing. it's a blessing to be able to see that we're on a path that's bigger than ourselves. otherwise, we would be crying in a hole right now. =)

T.C. said...

thanks! you totally can't get wrapped up in what is "supposed" to be or whatever...you goota have faith in GOD and know that he got this and will give you MORE than you ever could dream of is you JUST believe