rAndomneSS (VI)

The brain....can be a very interesting thingi took a test and my brain is blue

just like the heart, sometimes you can't help how you feel, sometimes you can't help what you think?
pish posh...

I think its all a choice, ya feel me?

Everything in this life is a choice
including love and who you love and how you love...

everything in life is a choice, so you know we need to stop and be real about that...
we choose if we are going to have a good day or a bad day-a good attitude or be pissy
happy or sad, that's all our choice you feel me..


so today i have to make a choice, I am tired, coming off a National Convention I am rather tired, starting to feel a little sick, but hey my work week is ONLY two days...

the sun is shining, its not to hot not to cold....supposed to be like this all week...that's a bet...that means i'll be actually out on the 4th at the cookouts and thangs

e's mix is crancking

"i gotta love jones for your body and skin tone.....valentine's cards and birthday wishes, please....we above all that romance crap to show love...you're all i need to get by"

so Convention was good...it went extremely well, so all the hard work wasn't for nothing...that's what's up...

definitely time for a new look, hair that is...i want to get a press and curl, but being that i am on a mission to lose about 10 pounds before my birthday which is August 3rd, I don't know if that'll be a good look for me...but paying for another weave or braids doesn't make sense, since I'll be getting my hair done FOR my birthday

why does hair matter so much?

i don't know i guess since i have ALWAYS had my hair done, via Ma...its just a habit

plus you can't be walking around looking all crazy...

yea you are on my LIST and not the list you would want to be on, but its cool...im totally not going to stress about it, with all things I take it to the LORD in prayer because LAWD knows I can't let you or anyone else drive me crazy, came to far for that mess...not worth it, especially since I KNOW I am worth so much more and dserve the very best...and I can work with you, cause LAWD knows I am NOT perfect and I too have flaws, but geezie peezie...WTH...

anyways....not that deep, life goes on...

i don't think people realize how draining they can truly be, but then again, when you are a spoiled brat, you tend NOT to care that you are draining...HA!

so yea like i only work today and tomorrow, how sweet is that! I actually need to do some actual work, ok ok, i'll do it tomorrow...

"I'd rather be with you...you know deep down inside I love you...we gonna make this time, you're the only one i really love, im coming at you with both hands tied behind my back, imma stick my love in your eye, you can see me cumin..." HA! Bootsie Collins was OFF the HOOK

i am definitely going to bestbuy today to get Chrisette Michelle's CD...she is totally AWESOME!
"one day we'll make love, passion unheard of, i'll be your woman, if I had my way...we will see heaven...we won't stop ever...if I had my way...."

.....WHAT you get it!

I mean really we don't have good music anymore...but this right here, that's that REAL right there.....

Ok so why am I listening to Al B Sure...you know what...that's what Imma end with...

"oooohhhhh this love is so..."