Monday, June 18, 2007

thanks for nothing

so why is it that i can't ever do absolutely nothing...

Friday i did do nothing...so i will say that i did chill that day

but Saturday
i was still up by like 8am...cleaning and washing my hair...i finally sat down around 2pm or so and decided to take a nap...wouldn't you guess it...as soon as i decide to take a nap the phone rings...

he wanted to hang out (now mind you i had already set in my head that i wasn't going to see him at all this weekend because Sunday was father's day and he was hanging with him mother and father on Saturday-BUT the family was faking on whether or not they were going to cookout Saturday or Sunday, and he decided that he wanted to spend time with me...)

Ok, that's not bad, still doing nothing...and that's what we did nothing...hang out and watch tv and do nothing...

Sunday
some drama goes down early in the morning...has me upset but you know what can you do...its father's day and i need to get to my parents house to hang out with my family and help my mother clean our her cabinets since she is getting her new kitchen this week...that was cool...it was hot as hell outside but my brother grilled and washed all the cars and trucks (including mines) while we cleaned out the cabinets....

my father laid in the bed per his usual...but you know hey i got to hang out...

i got back home around 6:30...had to roll my hair and things and all of that...

but i sat in the house and was just quite for a while last night...

This morning i got up and was still tired, still drained, still needed to find peace of mind....geesh...

family members diagnosed with cancer
my grandmother (Madea) totalled her car last week...
just stuff going on....

this getting grown thing can be a lot on you at times...

but i got on all white today....you know how sometimes dressing up makes you feel better
i listened to my gospel and i am just dealing...

NO i am not sad or upset or in a bad place...it is what it is sometimes you know...

7 comments:

Honey-Libra said...

YES!!! I'M FIRST LOL

Glad you got to do NOTHING on one day out of the weekend. All I can say is what you tell me God handles it all..he provides peace when we think there is none...I'm thankful that you looking jazzy today is making you feel jazzy :)

Have a wonderful day!!

deepnthought said...

Well, I am Second. and thats better than last. lol

I ditto what honey aid. I know you are looking spiffy in your white. You will get rest soon.

It is What It Is... said...

yes indeed...it is what it is...and its gon' be what its gon' be...so continue to look up ma-mi!

Tell grandmother dear I said smooches...

Gosh, I haven't see her in forever (with her beautiful self)...

I've got to get over to you to see her before the end of the summer...

dc_speaks said...

im last...so far anyway. but i ain't mad. sounds like your brother was cool about waching all those vehicles...I wish he woulda washed mine too. smile

nothing wrong with feeling tired ever. Re charge your battery as soon as you can and then keep on steppin. I'm glad that you wore a white color today. FOlks around you may see you as an angelic figure and bring you much love and strength.

smile,

Peace lil lady.

Consistently Inconsistent... said...

this getting grown thing can be a lot on you at times...

I couldnt agree more.

T.C. said...

@dc-imma work on it

@ci-yae gettin grown aint tha bidness at times...but hey its all relative

Blu Jewel said...

sometimes there is nothing better than being held hostage by Nothing!