almost ova

That's how i feel about the month of June
like will this joint JUST BE OVA...
i am tired and i am ready for Saturday to just come and go...I have entirely too much stuff going on...i definitely want this to just be done...

i haven't had any real break downs in reference to my parents leaving...i did get a little emotional when i went to this house this past weekend but it was like a bittersweet-because i went over there to drop off the new chandaler i purchased for the dinning room and the paint choices for the house...

yes i am moving into the house i grew up in...i will be a home owner before i am 30! which is great but it definitely will take some getting used to that's for sure...

i also will have a roommate for the first time in what 3 and a half years...my older brother who will live in the basement...yea talk about your fixer uper...LOL...he still sees me as what 16 and i still see him as what 16 HA! but hopefully we'll just respect each other as adults and get along...

the new he met my parents before they left...my dad is my dad will always be...so his response doesn't really count because he didn't get any "bad vibes" he just is a dad...no one will ever be good enough...but my mom liked him got no bad vibes and that was awesome! my brother met him on saturday and he sent me to the store for some tire shine so they could talk...its funny my brother thinks he is nice a cool down to earth dude and likes him for me...they talked about the drama from last year and my brother told him "you know my sister is ready to get married"
(side note: i don't talk to my brother about love and life unless its about him and his stuff, very rarely do we talk about me...so to hear that he said that was truly CLASSIC to me...because i feel like if it happens it happens if it doesn't it doesn't...) anyways his response was "yes i know"
who knows...what will happen...but he does in fact make me happy and that's an awesome feeling...

i am glad i got the whole meeting of the families out of the way (i have met his family including his daugther as well) and its good to know what everyone likes us and likes seeing us happy!

its nice to have car doors and regular doors and someone who asks "TC you need me to wash your truck and clean out the inside" and ACTUALLY DO IT! Little things like that matter most to me

he stated that he wished that we had met earlier in life and i responded nope, i am glad we didn't...because neither one of us would have been in the place we are to fully understand and appreciate what it is that we have...and that's true...you can't appreciate the good without fully understanding just how bad things really and truly could be but then you have someone that makes you happy and who your family and friends like...its like WOW!

don't think i can honestly say my mom and brother ever like "liked" someone and didn't have the side eye...my dad has and will always have the side eye...lol...

so once saturday gets here and i am back from FL and i am home safe and sound i'll be aiight! then its time to go to the next level all the way around and i can't wait!

anyways this song right here be cranking...shots out to my DMV!!!!